Mia, I'm walking away

The #WongWay to live

Is the right way for Susan Cook! Invictus Games medalist, GB Women's Bronze medalist in Para-Ice Hockey and now baker!

Lifes journey

 

Mia, I'm walking away

 

I walk away,

You follow,

You call to me,

Call my name.

 

I call yours back,

Resounding grumble,

Need to purge,

Need food.

 

Stop on the sidewalk,

Nearest shop,

Buy everything,

Sit outside and

 

Eat it all,

Then panic.

Need the loo,

Need to get rid,

 

So I stand once more,

Fingers feeling my tonsils,

Feel the bile rise,

See the results in the bowl.

 

You keep calling,

Laughing cruelly,

There’s some still there,

Calories scratching their way in.

 

So I purge once more,

All out,

Just gren bile left,

Yet still you call.

 

Ripping me apart,

Ripping through my strength,

Making me obey,

Call back

 

'Yes Mia'

'I shall Mia'

Just as soon as I get back home,

And still she calls.

 

So you get home,

Speak to mum.

Need support,

Need to turn off the voice.

 

Calm down and cry

But she’s fading away.

She’s a whisper,

Because

 

I’m walking away,

I’m leaving this hell.

Goodbye Mia,

Hello life.